April 09, 2018

The Black Day 2

I'm back to my hometown again after that bad nightmare. It's been so long, more than 6 month but still I'm not through that incident yet. Lying in the bed all those bad memories is running in front of my eyes. Those tears, those pain, that we went through could not be erased.

Still I feel sorry that I had created all this worst situation in your life. You did not deserve that. You are meant to be loved as I always wished for. You deserve care and love as I always tried to pour on you.

It is said that time heals. But, I don't think it is applicable for us. Probably you are trying hard to move on and so am I.

Had there been "time stone" as featured in Avenger : Infinity War, I would have definitely used that to go back in time and make you mine, only mine. But, its real life not reel life. Just I could make your love alive deep inside my heart. JUST I COULD LOVE YOU FOREVER.

Sorry baby, I could not be one to pave happiness in your life. I would pray for goddess to fill your life with happiness that you truly deserve.

Miss you sweetheart. If re birth is possible, I pray god to make me lucky enough to spent whole life with you as we had spent in those short period.

If its possible, forgive me. I'm sorry for all those trouble. Love you baby, my love.